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Feathers

by Starship Gazelle

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1.
Mad Maps 04:28
scale my mind like the weights on your time then let pleasure take a sign that we're all doing fine as a forest when winter flowers wind towards the clouds sinking slowly she saw so loud all the noises about happy children in the freezing cold they don't know how old they'll be before they lose their minds don't you take the words i say out my mouth and turn them out to speak my end into my toes i walk through the cold and yes so slow but i know what the waitings for love me now or let me go 'cause i'm heading north tell me boy who's the hero this time? when sane lost a war to his own damn spine lost in water, lost in glow of the city's throat and through its teeth we saw the sky you take what's yours and i'll take mine 'till we see it in the people who sell us the truth when we're losing it too we're not angry, no but care enough to see which half is them telling us it's not us oh i must don't you take the words i say out my mouth and turn them out to speak my end into my toes i walk through the cold and yes so slow but i know what the waitings for love me now or let me go 'cause i'm heading north these are mad maps do tell me the facts of where i went when i was lonely and to the fall i say be all you can be before winter kills the trees mad maps when her face has changed and the look in her eyes means it's been raining for days mad maps and i'm so tired of knowing myself before i know the fire don't you take the words i say out my mouth and turn them out to speak my end into my toes i walk through the cold and yes so slow but i know what the waitings for
2.
Don't Always 03:42
we were wearing different clothes i haven't the knowledge yet i'm told far away, far away and it stings to see you cry a mechanical rose seize your eyes in may, in may walking too fast in the months that have passed you crossed cherry road, driving slow to the last eating the sunshine away, i never to you could say don't always i can hear it played in my head, in between the colors she's seen it was burnt like paper red call the cuban lights to spread far away, far away not a country nor a gun steal your heart to know the hurt feel away, feel away don't always i can hear it played in my head, in between the colors she's seen don't always i can hear it played in my head, in between the colors we dream don't always
3.
now rises the burning sun she's burning my eyelids i begin to run back to the night at the park where we'd meet drive up to nowhere going by my feet she's a cemetery girl quiet as winter snow she touched my soul losing control she's a city city love down in a sky of tears waking up my dear just let me know now i feel the falling on just like we did when we were young you whisper to the night and make appear submerged in our deepest fears she's a cemetery girl quiet as winter snow she touched my soul losing control she's a city city love down in a sky of tears waking up my dear just let me know you never know what you're gonna find there you're never know what you're gonna find when she breaks like a thousand green sparrows lights the way to the morrow she breathes like a dead ocean she sleeps in the sad forests and travels away when the cold leaves and travels away with the cold leaves she's a cemetery girl quiet as winter snow she touched my soul losing control
4.
if i were to wake up and remember the way she carried herself in December Rain simply drove my mind insane am i doing this right? i'd ask for your love tonight if i didn't know that words are just not for you and i darling let me stay you make it all make it all alright in the floodlights drops became stars and her feet began to move traded poison for sound our hands touched on the ground darling let me stay you make it all make it all alright the emptiness faded by her small paces the moon not in sight still warm and alive i knew only that something had changed i knew only that something had changed darling let me stay you make it all make it all alright
5.
Close 05:20
don't wanna say it she laughed when i kissed her in the cold my heart cannot take it from pages that i never wrote and i wait just to see her the one who makes everything beautiful and i fall asleep beside her just to wake up from my dream all alone like a tiny mountain whose river beside i lay my head and i remember us like lions rubbing maines just to feel the other there as hearts tear to wander she flew from lands aglow these days pass like stones, love stones that i throw up into the sky where no one wants to go but i'll keep on searching just to feel you close it's easier said than ever letting go on the sidewalk there's a matchstick with smoke broken on the road as hearts tear to wander she flew from lands aglow these days pass like stones, love stones that i throw up into the sky where no one wants to go but i'll keep on searching just to feel you close
6.
sometimes i get tired of waiting on sometimes blisters on my feet from walking to where our lungs will meet she wears it on her sleeve for me to see and i can never tell if it's a valley or i've fell into just my mind again just my mind again oh how calm when nothing is wrong between you and i there was nothing better for me than what tore me to the ground our souls are water & ivy it's best we remain unfound and lost winds, the lost winds will carry us home she took me by the hand the roof of oh some other land and there was no stupid plan just the night time and a set of beating hearts a cave of the empty dark a street with no cars for a start oh how calm when nothing is wrong between you and i there was nothing better for me than what tore me to the ground our souls are water & ivy it's best we remain unfound and lost winds, the lost winds will carry us home
7.
as much as your eyes said i could not move pressed your hair inside a history book where i could never be here, as long as we were caught in space where we won't carry on with the weight that i carry river to snow the arms of the mountain cave below breathing slightly as my slight of hand by tongues of water even in midnight land as away as we can be as away from what i need where i go is where i go too and i walk where i know bear the stamp in zoo never is a word for the far and few fate staples my veins and cuts my hair in two i don't believe and how now we've been trained you should have seen me in my younger days can't name just about anything 'cause then a part of it's gone and that's just human belief our flaw we want it all and we saw what it was all about messy is as messy crawl inside my brain and make a little space yeah never be the same for yourself and what is not for the i is just a little not there to see the art say bye
8.
Fever Now 04:45
give me your, give me your fever now heart it goes heart it goes to a wayward douse not just for anyone the things you'd done were not soon to fade i saw it once before i died and clear inside the bones i had made give me your, give me your fever now heart it grows heart it grows deforest my thoughts winter storm, winter storm can't shake us now give me your, give me your fever now press the glass up to my ears we can empty the morning as our lungs and lost in sands of summer tongue the restless won before the spun give me your, give me your fever now heart it grows, heart it grows deforest my thoughts even in your home where the sound of winter snow is dead and daisies ring like picking days that i recall into a maze of your own beating red she said i've got no time, it's been gone for miles oh she said take me where we can go someplace not far not far give me your, give me your fever now heart it goes, heart it goes to a wayward douse give me your, give me your fever now heart it grows, heart it grows deforest my thoughts winter storm, winter storm can't shake us now give me your, give me your fever now give me your, give me your fever now heart it goes, heart it goes to your soul's sound
9.
Forest On 04:27
promise to me that the lights will be on when you're snaking away through the forest on and the willow speaks to everyone equally but he told me your feet were tied together darling all the times that we were holding yours and mine were brought on and on by what shoes so worn and battered and your face was tattered from the noises of how it felt like time had choked you inside don't keep what you are hiding from what was here and now become you are the only everything was crashing round and round water right where it was from and pulse to say don't go away i said the grass was all on our paths for the fog doesn't let anyone see anything and everything nothing was how it happened how now in the void i stole with ropes of old, all the mountains wide and far telephone and car by flooded gates and waters robins and the laughter you spun you spun dizzy little ripple don't keep what you are hiding from what was here and now become you are the only everything was crashing round and round water right where it was from and pulse to say don't go away
10.
Lost Control 03:54
oh when i saw you out of place we were trading faces with the stars they told me where we needed to go away from here she said i don't know wait there don't say a word you and i sound absurd and i can't go away hold on we're spinning and i've lost control of you now so tell me you don't want to go when we were just sideways crawling into our own skin did you know the directions darling? could you tell i was waiting all the things you were telling me oh you're something of a dream yeah you're something of a dream don't tell me which way to go i wanna figure it out i want you to let me know the way out the way out of your love we've been lost in this heart i can't see the dark i can't see the light that spins in my own mind
11.
Deer In Snow 03:37
when the traces of your bones led me here and the tangles in your hair like branches and fears that you kept in a box not for anyone to see in the cobwebs of your patience and my drumming feet that refuse to run like a deer frozen with fear in the snow too young and i'll say yes to the ink and blood that stain my chest when the questions look like birds flying away, flying away when the walking starts to walk you right through a maze you love as much as hate you do it all comes together, then falls apart the memories don't make no sense alone and in the dark whoa refuse to run like a deer frozen with fear in the snow too young and i'll say yes to the ink and blood that stain my chest when the questions look like birds flying away flying away so break it all! the clouds and the numbers, the monsters, plants, and feathers your puzzle break it all! the clouds and the numbers, the monsters, plants, and feathers your puzzle were never mine to see through and you're the shifting hues that refuse to run like a deer frozen with fear in the snow too young and i'll say yes to the ink and blood that stain my chest when the questions look like birds flying away flying away
12.
enough stuff happens so i'm not surprised coincidence fills my life, my life evil's the other side of the coin maybe there's no reason maybe there's no point her words battled concrete like binocular waves and the current in paragraphs not written on a page cause' there something growing beneath her ribs alone on empty docks so quiet where we used to grow like ambrosia pines empty bottles of wine that stained classroom tables when we were caught at night not risking the grand sound our electric knees falling down at the train station when she begged me to go the ghost of emory pond afraid and lost we counted each footstep and sank each heavy thought with hands that talked and shaped each shadow's eye i learned to come apart soundlessly and how to say goodbye restless and burning her arms held open wide as she sank into the earth from which she couldn't hide and i know it'd shine so brightly to seek it in her eyes but tired from the ivory she looked towards the sky the ambrosia pines the way i felt inside like no storm was able to shake this heart of mine in the current in the daze in the endless hours of rain you know i still see you through the red and through the pain

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released October 4, 2017

All songs written and recorded by Shar Rangreza except Lost Control which was cowritten with Sam Mendoza

Album art painted by Shar Rangreza

Produced by James Riotto at Tiny Telephone Studios in San Francisco

Arrangements, Guitars, Vocals - Shar Rangreza
Bass - James Riotto
Drums - Jason Slota
Cello - Crystal Pascucci

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